Sister..Boy oh Boy take that BOY home........

Yes I know it's a weird heading but I am just lost and tierd. My one sister Lizzie has been hanging out with this boy named Jake who is two and a half years older then her. I don't mind that, she is of age but when she brings him around the house all the time when I am just in the worst of moods and is kissing on him all the time in front of me I can't help that it annoys me. I am single, have been so for 9 months and she always seems to have a man. Weird .. but sadly true. I am not jelous, that I can't be. But im just not in the mood for company.

But I am also just wigged out by the fact that he used to date my sisters best friend Taylor who is 23 and they just broke up a few weeks ago. I guess it's not my business, but I just cannot seem to shake it.

What would you do?

I am just venting, my body needs a break...

Until later

This is..

Older SiSter

Having a Sick Sister

One of my sisters, the one whom happens to be blood has been going through being sick for about four years now. Her name is Elizabeth, but we call her Lizzie. She is 18 years old, no longer a baby but to me she will always be my baby. I protect her above all else.. Before she got sick I was a bit of a hard ass, never cried at sappy movies and well I never criend unless I was alone. Now I cry when ET goes home!! What the hell...

Though I am no where near as bad as my mother whom cries at everything..You could say the word cry and she would start.. Its very weird. But she is a mother who cares so there is nothing to odd about it.

Now my sister, Lizzie has many medical issues and we fine out more and more each day..It's really scarry because I always feel like I maybe going to loos her someday soon. She has seizures, stops breathing frequently and soo much more that I constantly worry about her.

When she first got sick it was on her sweet 16.. Her best friend Brittany and I took her out for our traditional birthday dinner and when we were done eating and got in the car it was .. it hit her like BAM! She was screaming her head off.. It took me and my mom as well as Brittany to get Lizzie in the house then back in the car. Once at the hospital they told us it was her gull bladder ruptured. Well being air vacced to a better hospital to have emergancy surgery we find out thats not it.. So they sent her home..

A year later and almost 45 to 60 hospital visits and doctors later we find out something.. that she has Enometriosis and Vericos vains on the linning of her uterus.. Now two years after the first diagnosis there have been at least 6 more to add on to the first two and were still finding out more.. Most doctors are more then baffeled because of all that they cannot find out going on with her..

Is there a doctor ANYWHERE that can just make my little sister better???

If there is PLEASE..PLEASE..PLEASE.. just help her!!!

I am almost backwards out of my mind with worry everyday.. while I sit at college I find myself texting her at least 20 times to make sure she is still breathing..I worry.. I raised my sister when she was young while mom worked..I care for her and I love her.. And this whole sick thing may make me have grey hairs 40 years before I am supposed to get them...

UGG.

Until Later

This is

Older SIster

View of an Older Sister

I am the older sister to 14 younger siblings and I like to think I have all my crap together..Sadly I don't all the time...But who really does? I like to be the fun and nice sister, but clearly you cannot be nice all the time, we must be strict and firm with them as well. I mean are you going to let them walk all over you? I sure as hell am not.

My siblings range from 20 1/2 year old to 7 years old..Great sibling range hun? I always ask others if they want to trade and many say..NO WAY...lol.. Thats what I am thinking too, but I am stuck with them and they with me. So I love each and every one of them...

My youngest sister Amanda .. well she was showing her ass while I was visiting her at my dads and her moms.. (Forgot to mention..10 of my fourteen younger siblings are step)... See her boyfriend was over, which I don't agree she should have a boyfriend at 11 years old, but her two parents don't mind aparently. But yes he was at the house and so was her best friend AND the rules are if you are younger then 18 your door stays open while a boy is in it unless he is blood. Well her door was shut and I opened it and said kindly it needed to stay open and she got snippy..I was in charge so I told her to watch her mouth or I was going to put her two friends in MY car and drive them home. She shut up...

A few hours later it was closed again...stupid because my bedroom is connected to her's and I could hear her boyfriend and friend and boy cousin who was staying the weekend all four in there. We also have a conjoining bathroom... That was her mistake! I walked through the bathroom and burst into the room to find them all kissing. KISSING?! at 11 years old and with TOUNGE!! what the hell??

When I was that age I sure as hell was not dating any boys and not even KISSING them with TOUNGE... how crazy is that.??!!??  So I made them pack up and wait for me outside.. Well my dad and step mom came home and I told them what was up, well my sister and her friend decided that they were hot stuff and went and knocked on an older woman neighbors windows...it was 11:45 at night.. The lady came over with the police.. Thats when best friend went home...

So I think I was in the right.. They were not following the rules nor directions.. So what do you think readers? Am I over protective or was I in the right?

Until next time

This is

OLder SIster